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You don’t understand me, and maybe you never tried to.” I’m not like everyone else. I laugh loud. I dream big. I want to feel free. I want to live without being judged—without being told what I can or cannot do just because I’m a girl. Sometimes I want to dance. Sometimes I want to drink. Sometimes I even want to smoke a little, not because I’m lost—but because I want to feel alive. And I don’t want to be looked at like I’m wrong for that. I want love. Real love. Not the kind that puts conditions on me. Not the kind that disappears the moment I start being myself. I want to be accepted—for all of me. But it hasn’t been easy. I didn’t grow up with warmth. My mom never really sat down to talk to me, never truly understood me. She was always against me, like I was a problem to be fixed. And my dad—he wasn’t around. I missed his presence more than I can say. I missed being someone’s little girl, missed being protected, spoiled, laughed with, and loved by a father. I don’t love money. I don’t chase it. But yes, I do spend it—on things that bring me tiny sparks of joy, because that’s how I survive. I never learned how to budget, how to be practical, how to be “smart” with it. I only learned how to keep going. I’ve given love more than once. And every time, I was left with less of myself. People took advantage of my kindness, my trust. And yes, I’ve made mistakes—many of them. But that’s because I’m still young. Still learning. Still figuring it all out. All I hope for is that one day, someone will see me—not the version society wants, not the one shaped by judgment—but the real me. And maybe they’ll stay. Maybe they’ll understand me. Or maybe they won’t try to change me. Just love me as I am. Because if you ever got to truly know me—the way I laugh, the way I care, the way I make home feel like something to come back to—you’d see I’m worth it. I can be annoying sometimes, I won’t lie. I don’t always think things through. I don’t always understand how the world works. But my heart? It’s real. I am a good human being. That should be enough. ( make the song in hindi )
The image features a young woman with long, dark hair, standing on a balcony with a pensive expression. She appears to be looking out into the distance, possibly reflecting on her life or contemplating her future. The scene is set against a backdrop of clouds, adding a sense of depth and atmosphere to the image. The woman's emotions and thoughts are conveyed through her facial expression and body language, making the viewer feel connected to her story.
Title: Tum Samajh Nahi Paaye Mujhe
Tags: Pop Rock, Indie, Soul
Tum samajh nahi paaye mujhe, shayad kabhi samajhne ki koshish hi nahi ki, Main sab se alag hoon, zindagi ko apne tareeke se jeene ki chaah rakhte hue, Meri har muskurahat mein ek kahani hai, har sapne mein ek nayi umeed, Main jo chahti hoon woh karne ka haq chahti hoon, bas apni duniya mein jeene ka haq chahti hoon. Kabhi naachna chahti hoon, kabhi kuch pi kar jeena chahti hoon, Kabhi dhuan bhi uthaana chahti hoon, sirf zinda rehne ke liye, Log mujhe galat samajhte hain, par yeh meri jeene ki wajah hai, Main jo hoon, waise hoon, aur yeh mera haq hai. Mujhe saccha pyaar chahiye, bina kisi shart ke, Woh pyaar jo mujhe jese hoon, waise apnaye, Mujhe kabhi yeh nahi samajh aaya, kyun mere sapne aise thhe jo dusron ne dekhe, Mujhe kabhi apni maa ka pyaar nahi mila, kabhi apne pitaji ki kami mehsoos ki. Paise ka peecha nahi kiya, lekin jab kharch karti hoon, Toh chhoti si khushi milti hai, jo mujhe jeene ka hosla deti hai, Main na samajhdar hoon, na hi duniya ke hisaab se chalti hoon, Lekin zindagi chalti hai, aur main har din apne tareeke se jeeti hoon. Pyaar diya hai maine baar-baar, par har baar kuch apna hi kam hota gaya, Log meri bhoolon ka faayda utha gaye, jo mere dil ki saafiyat ko samajh nahi paaye, Main abhi bhi seekh rahi hoon, abhi bhi apne aap ko samajh rahi hoon, Ek din koi aayega, jo mujhe sach mein samjhega, bina badalne ki chaah ke. Agar tum mujhe sach mein samajh paaye, Toh tumhe dikhega ki main kitni asli hoon, Meri muskaan, meri aarzoo, meri saari khushiyan, Main jo hoon, waise hi pyaari hoon—aur tumhe mere saath rehna hoga. Kyunki agar tum samajh paaye, main ek achi insaan hoon, Meri khubiyan, meri khataayein—sab kuch milakar yeh meri kahani hai, Meri jaan, mera dil, meri muskaan—sab kuch sach hai, Main jo hoon, waise hi pyaari hoon, aur tumhe mujhe apnana hoga.